still wondering.

hahah ! whats happen with my blogs name ? :AnisPauzai PatahHati: ? hey ! thats mean that im broken ! my heart is broken ! feel like it was hit by a supa dupa big lorry ! it has been 4 days i heard news about JunHara ! i can't stop thinking. that was really a big surprise for me ! i think, not juz me as a B2UTY hurts about that news ! others B2UTY like dat too. ! i'm kinda jealous to Kara's Hara ! i know ! if i love Junhyung so much ! i know i can't get him ! he stay at Korea ! far away ! got many fans ! but me ? i'm not deserve to be his "COUPLE" ! but, i'm really depressed ! why must he announce his relationship ? can't he juz focus on his carrier ? hey ! look at Rain ! he is 29 now. but still single. but who know he is not single ? he not announce his relationship ! thats mean he loves his fans ! he didn't want his fans hurt juz because his status ! i'm proud of him ! look at Heechul ! he is 27 or 28 ? still single ! Leeteuk also ! and Junhyung is 22 ! hey ! can't u juz focus on your carrier ? i know ! everybody gotta feeling ! but dont you scare B2UTY might hurt ? ouh ! "might" ? i'm sorry. i do not have to use that words because B2UTY already hurts with that childish news ! and i think i don't wanna be Junhyung fans anymore. that's all. thanks ! may you happy with Hara :(