i'm back !!! dorawajo !

HAHA now i'm back .! actually , as long as i leave this blog ,there are many things that have happened to me .! there is the best thing and also not so good thing even wanna happen to me .! about 3 weeks i let my blog idle without it's owner .HAHA now ! examination has been complete .hurm ,not complete la .2 paper left .physic 3 and chemistry 3 .i don't noe why ! foregone ,in TOV exam ,i never studied but my marks OKAY ! BUT ! when OTI1 or MidTerm exam came ,i always studied and not online my facebook about a week .! and then i ask my BAHASA MELAYU marks to my BM teachers .1st ! she said i got C ! and i'm a bit depressed ! then i wanna go check my marks and others member .lastly i saw my actually grade is D ! WHAT THE FUCK ! WHAT THE HELL ! WHAT THE HELL ! after what i did ! this grade she give to me ? ouh ! i don't noe how to tell my father .! i don't wanna him sad because of me ! am i MALAY or what ? CHINESE people can get A+ in Malay Exam but me ? D ? and then i think, based on my marks ! I think i should give up ! I can't stand with this test anymore .world do not fair with me ! why ? why ? sometime i think ! others who did not perform solat : puasa : does not cover their AURAT got highest marks .! why ? the world is now upside down .! i don't noe what to do now ! *despair .i'm sorry dad ! i'm so sorry !